To work constantly with computer and paperwork can be frustrating. I have piles of paper lying on my desk waiting for me to work on and I need to keep up with a good reason of why in the world am I doing this job. I am out of focus and not sure how to find the excitement out of my job. I finally have the gut to talk to Bill about how I feel. I was nervous at the beginning, unlike the other conversations we have had before, I felt like this time’s conversation was me being a whiner. But I am glad I did it. Not only that I felt my burden was lifted, it helped me put my focus back.
I remember one time when a dear friend of mine reminded to treasure every blessing that I receive. I’d like to do it again this time to remind me how blessed I am for:
God’s faithfulness
Having a job
Having a boss like Bill who is the man of God, wise and full of compassion
Remembering that today is my sister’s birthday
Constantly arguing with Mega and Sani, I feel like it’s the way to release my frustrations
Discussing with Peco whether we should name his motorbike Tommy. I am glad we did!
Talking about some weird stuff with Abbie at school
Talking to Mona about how wonderful her artwork is and how her life reminds me a lot of Carrie Bradshaw
Talking to Jay about life in the other side of the world
Always having a free donnut at Donutboyz, thanks to Yudha
Being part of Solafide
Writing crazy wall-to-wall with Eln
Having Sharon & Casey constantly disturbing my peaceful life
Not worrying about what I should eat, drink or wear every day
Knowing that God is in control
The excitement of the future and not to worry about it
Being able to grow through the hardship
Knowing that there are people out there praying for me!!!!